I, Me, Myself

I m Surendar. I m doing my B.E Computer Science. Basically I m a jovial type, but wen anyone gets distracted or doesn’t listen when I m serious about my speech, I will go to the peak of my anger.Basically I m an extrovert, but sometimes I m the other way. I m not that much of a Technical-stuffy guy. My concentration would be very meager in the technical side.

I wont easily get mingled with anyone. It would take more time for me to get a parallel wavelength with anyone.I don’t have any gang of friends, as others do. I have a small list of friend, and I won’t show much interest in increasing it. Because most of the guys or gals I have come across, doesn’t even have the minimum qualification for maintaining a friendly relation(with me).

So I am not interested much in increasing the friend’s list. If anyone comes and start to interact with me, I would just take it for granted. If he/she doesn’t care me for the next day, I wont bother much for that. But if he/she deserves my friendship, definitely I would go behind them. If they are the other way, I will be the other way.

I am a very self-esteemed person. So, if anyone tries to hurt me, even if it has a minor effect, they would get a severe blow from me. Whoever it may and whatever it takes!! At times my self-esteem may b seen as being "superior".Ya! Y not ! I don’t have any qualities to feel the other way. And anyone who seeks success, should have it, until they get to it. In that way, I have a SUPERIORITY COMPLEX.

But sometimes I feel very sorry for what I have done during my school days. Actually,I have missed all the fun, friends,everything dat a school-goer gets. Jest bcoz of only one reason: Inferiority complex.

Actually I felt inferior because of my look. I don’t like my face, that gory face. I just hate it. I used to feel very much separated from everyone. I won’t interact with anyone. Even if anyone start to chat with me, I would feel very much reluctant in replying to them. I would feel “what would they think about my face?” and I won’t concentrate much on my reply.

Even if suppose I was forced to talk with anyone, I would think as if they feel like “How come I(the opponent) could talk with this fellow, having such a gory face?” So, this made to limit myself to a circle.

But now I started to console myself, and accept my face. And I know that face is not going to matter much as compared to the inside stuff. Even now I have some traces of that complex. I am trying to get away from that and soon I would succeed.

My aim is to become an entrepreneur . Businessman needs really a plethora of stuff, so I m in search of it. Though I chose a software field, I am gonna end up with entrepreneurship.

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